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“Please Don’t Tell My Wife I Was Playing Kickball”: What It’s Like to Go to Rehab

“Please Don’t Tell My Wife I Was Playing Kickball”: What It’s Like to Go to Rehab

Our readers tell their treatment center tales.

Joe Schrank

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“I’m Never Gonna Stop”: More on What It’s Like to Be Addicted to Weed

“I’m Never Gonna Stop”: More on What It’s Like to Be Addicted to Weed

“Marijuana helps me stay the best version of myself.”

What It's Like...

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What It’s Like to Go to Rehab

What It’s Like to Go to Rehab

The first day of the rest of your life.

TSB Features

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More on What It’s Like to Be Addicted to, Yes, Weed

More on What It’s Like to Be Addicted to, Yes, Weed

“Plenty of people have a normal relationship with weed. Surely, this time, I can too?”

What It's Like...

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What It’s Like to Be Addicted to...Weed?

What It’s Like to Be Addicted to...Weed?

Is that even possible?

What It's Like...

+1

Heroin Is More Powerful Than the Love We Share

Heroin Is More Powerful Than the Love We Share

Another first-person essay on what it’s like to love an addict.

TSB Features

+2

More on What It’s Like to Love an Addict

More on What It’s Like to Love an Addict

“When I consider what it must be like for him to feel that concern for other humans each day, I don’t have to wonder why it all became too much.”

Love

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What It’s Like to Fall In Love With an Addict

What It’s Like to Fall In Love With an Addict

“Everything is all bonus, and it’s a fucking fantastic way to live.”

Love

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What It’s Like to Be Addicted to Gambling

What It’s Like to Be Addicted to Gambling

Our next check-in is here: “I'd gamble my paycheck and spend the week DoorDash-ing after work to get essentials.”

Depression

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More on What It’s Like to Be Addicted to P*rn

More on What It’s Like to Be Addicted to P*rn

"I’ve tried to stop, tried to delete everything, but without it I’m miserable."

Depression

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What It’s Like to Be Addicted to P*rn

What It’s Like to Be Addicted to P*rn

Our next check-in is here: “I would never talk about paying for sex with strippers, never talk about looking at animal porn, and sure as hell never talk about being unfaithful to women.”

Depression

+5

More Men Who Are Afraid

More Men Who Are Afraid

A follow-up batch of men who tell us what they're afraid of.

Depression

+7

What It's Like to Be a Fearful Man

What It's Like to Be a Fearful Man

Our next check-in confronts masculinity.

Depression

+9

To the Man Who Is No Longer Afraid

To the Man Who Is No Longer Afraid

What is that like?

Masculinity Is A Disease We Give Little Boys

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What It’s Like to Be Medicated: Beware the Sunken Shame

What It’s Like to Be Medicated: Beware the Sunken Shame

More readers write in to tell us how they’re living better through chemistry.

Depression

+8

Love Is the Drug

Love Is the Drug

A special round-up for everyone who is addicted to people.

What It's Like...

+2

What It's Like to Be Medicated

What It's Like to Be Medicated

Our readers write in to tell us all about their prescription med situations.

Depression

+8

A Normal, Tranquil State of Mind

A Normal, Tranquil State of Mind

What is that like?

Lamictal

+5

I Felt Like I Was Wanted, I Felt Like I Belonged

I Felt Like I Was Wanted, I Felt Like I Belonged

Why do some of us love cocaine?

The Small Bow Family Orchestra

+9

What Is It Like to Do EMDR?

What Is It Like to Do EMDR?

It's harrowing, but also great.

Therapy

+7

You and All That Cocaine

You and All That Cocaine

What was that like?

The Small Bow Family Orchestra

+9

That Mountain Goats Song

That Mountain Goats Song

What is EMDR like?

Shame

+1

Why Cocaine?

Why Cocaine?

Calling all cokeheads past and present. Plus the usual rundown: Sarah Manguso. Stoics on Adversity. Jack Kornfield on Peace.

Cocaine

+3

How to Feel Visible

How to Feel Visible

"I felt like I was muting a part of myself, censoring my identity and erasing key parts without even realizing it."

The Small Bow Family Orchestra

+4

Workaholism 101

Workaholism 101

When is your job poisoning you?

The Small Bow Family Orchestra

+5

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