“Before sobriety I was known as a ‘happy drunk,’ but that wasn’t the truth. I was, in fact, what I would call a ‘reverse Pagliacci,’ a visibly distraught depressive who cracked jokes.”
Ben Gaffaney tries to be receptive to himself
"It’s ruining my life. It really is. No motivation, no happiness, no love, no feelings."
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Ben Gaffaney lets us see how he lives.
“It took a long time for me to understand I was addicted to cannabis and wasn’t just a loser who wasn’t trying hard enough to quit.“
It’s July. We’re hot, we’re exhausted, we’re happier than we’ve ever been.
On Sleep phobias. Negative visualization is the key to happiness. Summer poetry. Quotes and songs.
How do I care for an elderly parent who’s treatment-resistent and fucking up the end of her life?